Thursday, May 7, 2009

Tribute to MCS

You spent 4 years
at a 2 year college
and have nothing to show for it.
I whine about how
'the future freaks me out'.
And keep telling myself that
that everything's fine,
surely not convincing you.
I live vicariously,
rockin' to the beat
in my heart, it says:
Jay, I'm so proud.
And Betty, there's no one I'd
rather waste my time with.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Silent Insecurities

He woke me up at dawn,
his black tie like a snake coiled around his neck.

I looked up at him with dazed eyes,
a fog of sleep clouding my senses.

Black blazer draped over his briefcase.

He brushed a hand through his hair,
like a rake over autumn leaves.

Starkly contrasted with the innocent cream walls,
a jutting, imposing building in the distant skyline.

Leaning over he cupped my cheek,
goodbye he said, tasting bitterly of black coffee.

I’ll be waiting I responded,
with the obedience of a puppy,

a small smile tugged at his lips.

Turning, shrinking through the doorway,
though to believe this you’d have to accept

that he woke me up at all.